Catharsis

The amount of pills I’m taking, counteracts the booze I’m drinking
and this vanity I’m breaking, lets me live my life like this
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
Well I’ll choose the life I’ve taken, never mind the friends I’m making
and the beauty that I’m faking lets me live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

And you can cry all you want to, I don’t care how much
You’ll invest yourself in me, we’re not working out (we’re not working out)
We’re not working out (we’re not working out)
And you can’t touch my brother and you can’t keep my friends
and we’re not working out, we’re not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I’ve seen it

Well I hope I’m not mistaken by the news I heard from waking
and it’s hard to say I’m shaken, by the choices that I make
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
Well I’ll choose this life I’ve taken, never mind the friends I’m making
And I get a little shaken, because I live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

And you can cry all you want to, I don’t care how much
You’ll invest yourself in me, we’re not working out,
We’re not working out
And you can’t keep my brother, and you won’t fuck my friends
and we’re not working out, we’re not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I’ve seen it

Never again, never, never again

(and you can cry all you want to, I don’t care how much you’ll invest yourself in me)
ne.. never… never… never again
(and you can cry all you want to, I don’t care how much you’ll invest yourself)
ne.. never… never… oh baby let me.. oh baby… oh baby
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
I’m knocking let me in
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
I’m knocking let me in
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

Vagina!

Lyrics to a song I wrote in high school that randomly mean something new now. It’s creepy. #lolzimsodeepyouguyz

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Every choice I made was lost along the way
And I find myself addicted to all the things you say
But it wasn’t meant to be like this
You took the breath from my lips
Then you told me I should give in

Thought I could break free but
I’m still wrestling with your memory
Even though you’re far away
There’s part of you that I still face
The storm you left behind
Is clearing but the sun won’t shine
How can I live for today?
I’m stuck in yesterday

Every choice I made was lost along the way
And I find myself addicted to all the things you say
But it wasn’t meant to be like this
You took the breath from my lips
Then you told me I should give in

This place reminds me of times
When love was real, I was blind
Can’t help it if you played the part
Even though you lied right from the start
Memories are fading
Thoughts are all deceiving
Another day, I’ll forget your name
And move along like nothing’s changed, nothing’s changed

Every choice I made was lost along the way
And I find myself addicted to all the things you say
But it wasn’t meant to be like this
You took the breath from my lips
Then you told me I should give in
Shadows on the path I walk
Not giving me a chance to talk
There must be something good to hold onto
(those words you say make me wanna give in)

I’ll forget karma
Cause the world is too big
To reconcile every mess we find ourselves in
I’ll forget karma
Cause the world is too big
All I know is here and now I can be free

Every choice I made was lost along the way
And I find myself addicted to all the things you say
But it wasn’t meant to be like this
You took the breath from my lips
Then you told me I should give in

I’ll forget karma
Cause the world is too big
To reconcile every mess we find ourselves in
I’ll forget karma cause the world is too big
From now on I’ll find my way cause now I know I’m free
I’ll forget karma
cause the world is too big.

The hardest part is letting go of your dreams

A drink for the horror that I’m in
For the good guys, and the bad guys
For the monsters that I’ve been
Three cheers for tyranny
Unapologetic apathy
Cause there ain’t no way that I’m coming back again

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don’t feel bad about it
So shut your eyes
Kiss me goodbye
And sleep
Just sleep

The hardest part’s the awful things that I’ve seen

“…Sometimes I see flames.
And sometimes I see people that I love dying and… it’s always…”

Just sleep
Just sleep
Just sleep
Just sleep
Just sleep
Just sleep

Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up

“And I can’t… I can’t ever wake up.”

Anonymous asked: Ten things on your bucket list?

Literally searched for bucket list ideas…glad I have one now though!

1. Break a Guinness World Record

2. Go to a Día de los Muertes festival in Mexico City.

3. See the Northern Lights.

4. Visit Mecca

5. Solve a Rubik’s cube in under a minute

6. Have an article published in the Huffington Post

7. Watch baby turtles hatch and run for the ocean

8. Oktoberfest!

9. Get legally ordained as a minister. I feel like that’s easy to do online…

10. Acupuncture.